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Cynthia Ong

Cynthia Ong
Malaysia

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Friday 17 Disember 2010

heehhehhe..Morning my blog..time for me to write something light n easy...not to tense my mind..
i just realised one thing..i have been too choosy in finding a right guy for me where as the guy is just right in front of me..but of coz i wont let him know...hahahaha..i just make him wait :P :P the reason i feel this way is because this person never take advantage of me even though i am the social type of gal..tat was before..i have turn over a new leaf..he respected me for who i was and put up wif all my moodiness and even when i forget about him once in a while ..but i think i know he is the one ..coz everytime when i am down or when i dont know who to talk to, i will always text him or msn him..even though both of us just talk the same thing over n over again..like playing badminton..n i can sense tat he is still hoping waitin for me to say "i love you" to him..for now, i couldnt say tat to it..coz it will ruin our relationship..i feel more comfortable to treat him like a good fren even though i know he has feelings for me :) i guess my Fara choose the right kind of guy for me..coz she knows my character too well..sometimes being wif a guy is not just about sexual..if u have sexual experience wif tat guy n you dont have any thing to talk after tat..it just make ur relationship dies out..
i met a few guys..some i am attracted to the looks but conversation wise..maybe just zero..some are way too desperate...demanding me to be his girlfriend or else cannot be friend..i am really kind of weird person i guess :P but i hope things will get better soon..n i do miss my girlfriendssssssssss...have to wait till Chinese New Year only can meet up..apa la..never mind la..i just chat wif anyone or chat wif my blog..or just day dream..i wan the time past faster n faster..hehhehehheh...not even 9 am..such a drag..ya i am such a whiner..tats me..but i don whine in front of me colleagues later they said i complain too much..hahahahahahahhaah... so just enjoy sit back n relax..coz i guess they r feeling the same way too..:P :P

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

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Wat to write?? After so long deleting my blog account, now reinstate back :)
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